Saturday, February 23, 2013

2-23-13




I will be the first to admit that things have been really, really intense for me lately. I decided to post instead of take a video because I was afraid I might get a little bit too emotional and I don't like crying! Anyways, I've fallen behind in writing and I'm trying my best to catch up but I haven't had enough time outside of work to do much of anything! For those of you who don't know or haven't seen my Things I'm Afraid to Tell You, I'm bipolar.

I am diagnosed officially with Bipolar Disorder II with mania, fairly severe panic disorder with agoraphobia (recovering for the moment, but it really never goes away, much like an addiction only a phobia.), generalized anxiety disorder, insomnia, and I have some obsessive compulsive ticks, too. annnnd...well, I'm having some issues at the moment. It's been extremely difficult for me to keep up with anything at the moment. I go to work and then come home and get into bed. For those of you who aren't familiar with bipolar disorder, it's a complicated disorder. For me, I either have constant racing thoughts (think having a couple hundred of hamsters running on wheels in your brain. Tons and tons of thoughts running through your head but nothing specifically that you can pin down.) or I get depressed. At this point, I guess I would consider how I'm feeling 'depressed' but it's more like having no motivation whatsoever to do anything. Constantly ti8red but can't sleep or I sleep far too much.

Anyways, I felt that I kind of needed to explain my lack of letters and posts to you guys. I know I'm a bit of a disappointment at the moment (or at least I feel that way!) but hopefully y'all can understand a bit! Love you all and thank you for sticking by me!

Friday, February 22, 2013

Update!

Hey guys! I'll be filming a video tonight kind explaining what's been going on in my life lately so stay tuned! Things have been a bit...erratic lately and I think doing a video is much more personal than a post, so yeah. I'm filming it tonight! Hopefully it will upload quickly! I'm posting this while I'm not at home, so I'll get to it when I get home!

Monday, February 11, 2013

For Sale: Hermes 3000 Typewriter


Yes, you read it correctly. I am (as of this exact second!) putting my lovelier than love Hermes 3000 CURSIVE typewriter up for sale. I never thought I would need to do it, but bills need to be paid and my animals (photos coming soon of new adoptees.) need to be fed! A girl has to do what a girl has to do!
Honestly, this whole situation makes me want to cry, so this is going to be short and sweet.

Vintage Hermes 3000 Typewriter. Seafoam Green. Made in Switzerland. Types in CURSIVE. Brand new ink ribbon installed by me. Works perfectly! Comes WITH case and original manual and brush.

Shipping depends on where you are and I am willing to ship internationally at purchaser's expense.

Please refer to this post for photos!

Please email me directly if you are interested! I will probably be listing her on eBay as well.